Love Kills!

Nobody need to know, but us.

It's only You and I, both... :)



Picture from here. Thx!

See?

Questions. Hurts. Fact. Gambling. Fighting. Tears. Shout. Shut. Silent. Hint. Busy. Sunshine. Goodbye. Hello. Changes. Chance. Choice. Fear. Lost. Broken dreams. Sick. Runaway. Hide. Lie. Pretending. Truth. Mystery. Sorrow. Tomorrow. You. They. Sincerity. Honesty. Respect. Love. Torn. Fall. Miss. Lost. Tired. Anger. Hatred. Disappointment. Emptiness. Nauseated. Friends. Foes. Lover.

Well. I need a vacation. Faraway.

Everyone!!! No offense, hey! ;)

At first I was afraid
I was petrified
I kept thinking
I could never live without you by my side
But then I spent so many nights
Just thinking how you'd done me wrong
And I grew strong
I learned how to get along
So now you're back
From outer space
I just walked in to find you here
Without the look upon your face
I should have changed my f-ing lock
I would have made you leave your key
If I'd have known for just one second
You'd be back to bother me

Oh now go,
Walk out the door
Just turn around now
You're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one who tried to break me with desire
Did you think I'd crumble
Did you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
As long as I know how to love I know I'll be alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
I will survive
I will survive
Yeah, yeah

It took all the strength I had
Just not to fall apart
I'm trying hard to mend the pieces
Of my broken heart
And I spent oh so many nights
Just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry
But now I hold my head up high
And you see me
With somebody new
I'm not that stupid little person still in love with you
And so you thought you'd just drop by
And you expect me to be free
But now I'm saving all my loving
For someone who's loving me

Oh now go,
Walk out the door
Just turn around now
You're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one who tried to break me with desire
Did you think I'd crumble
Did you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
As long as I know how to love I know I'll be alive
I've got all my live to live
I've got all my love to give
I will survive
I will survive!
Yeah, yeah

- I Will Survive - Cake -

Percakapan orang sinting.

Paginya,

Sasa : Ahhh bete nih gue sama cowo gue!! Males ajaa..
Titi : Lah knapa lo?
Sasa : Gak tau pokonya sebelll.. Huhhh...
Titi : Yah jangan gitu dong, jangan bete..
Sasa : Yayaya, kesel aja gue, pokonya bete!
Titi : Aduh jangan marah dong, pokoknya lo ga boleh marah-marahan ah sama dia, dia kan ganteng!
Sasa : (ngeeekkk...) WTF ?!?!!! Emang kenapa kalo dia ganteng, gue ga boleh bete sama dia??? Ga ada hubungannya, dodol... Dasar gila.

Malamnya,
Status ym Sasa : Kangen!

Titi : Kangen siapa?
Sasa : Kangen pacar gue lah,, hehehe.
Titi : Caelaahh,, makanya jangan marah-marah dong sama yang HOT!
Sasa : (ngeeekkk part 2) HAHAHA geblek.

Ga beres woy otak!!! Persahabatan macam apaaa?
TRUE FRIEND STAB YOU AT THE FRONT, MAN!
ckkkckkkckkk.. Hakhakhak... :D


*nama nama dan kata kata disamarkan demi keamanan publik. Haha!*

You know nothing about me, trust me.

Ketika sebuah privasi sudah menjadi sesuatu yang langka...

x : Ya udahlah, males juga musingin kata orang, apa sih yang mereka tau? Lagian gw juga ga minat kasitau semua orang, publikasi sana sini. Bodo amat...
y : Iya sih bagus, itu semua hak lo juga ko. Tapi ya, yang kayak gitu biasanya nimbulin fitnah loh...
x : (Well, bener juga, fitnah! Hmmm semoga gw dapet pahala kalo kena fitnah! Amin hehe)

Mari kita klasifikasikan:

Tipe A
Mempublikasikan kehidupan pribadi layaknya orang-orang masa kini yang tingkahnya (bisa dibilang) kayak ABG labil. Semua kisah hidupnya banyak orang yang tau, antara karena dia ini curcol terus kerjaannya lewat fesbuk plurk twitter dll dll (tolong di bold kata terus) atau emang kerjaannya curhat sana sini ke banyak orang. Kisah hidupnya = rahasia umum. Tipe ini biasanya isinya orang-orang melankolis, bahkan sanguinis, atau,,,drama queens/kings.

Tipe B
Memilih untuk diam saja, walo banyak orang yang udah mulai 'mencium-cium', biasanya kelakuannya ini menimbulkan banyak spekulasi-spekulasi yang ga jelas. Kisah hidupnya cuma disimpen untuk diri sendiri plus orang-orang terdekat aja, ga mau semua orang ikut-ikut dan tau. Bisa dibilang cuek dan (berusaha) tutup kuping terhadap segala gosip yang menerpa (haha bahasaaa!) Intinya sih hidup ya hidup gue, suka suka gue dong, tau apa sih mereka! Tipe ini biasanya isinya orang-orang keras kepala.
(Hati-hati dengan tipe lain yang mirip tipe ini tapi sebenarnya beda maksud dan tujuan, tipe main aman! Cih!)

Yang manakah kamu?
Tipe drama queen? Main aman? Haus perhatian? Minta dikasihanin? Sok rahasia biar ga ketauan belangnya? Hahahahaha...

Saya?
Memilih untuk (berusaha) santai kayak di pantai, no matter what-the-f they said, they say, and whatever they will say...

Please, remember...

Vision without action is a daydream.
Action without vision is a nightmare.

-Japanese proverb-

Highlight :
- I want to reach my dream with you, not only a daydream. Got it? Yes! :)
- Your action causing a nightmare for me. Sad, really. Nothing to say anymore.

Enough said. Let's go!!!

World filled with love, so I'm walking away ...

Saw some pictures in the paper,
of a girl I'd met the day before.
I couldn't believe that hours later,
I had reporters knockin at my door,

But I used to dream about the life I'm living now
and I didn't think I'd miss those things from the past,
and I'm not afraid of leaving or letting go of what I had,
cause I realize that now there's no turning back.

Cause I'm caught living in a world filled with love,
so when tear drops fall from me like rain from above,
I can brush my troubles away,
know that deep down inside,
I got sun shining in my life.

I used to think I could get better,
my girlfriends always used to get me wrong.
Some just sent messages, love letters,
but those kinda feelings never lasted long.

Cause now the only love I find's within a castle made of sand,
and when the tide goes out it's swept away.
Though I got my peace of mind,
and time is firmly on my side,
and through the battles I can safely say...

Cause I'm caught living in a world filled with love,
so when tear drops fall from me like rain from above,
I can brush my troubles away,
know that deep down inside,
I got sun shining in my life.

I'm caught living in a world filled with love,
so when tear drops fall from me like rain from above,
I can brush my troubles away,
know that deep down inside,
I got sun shining in my life... :)

***

I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day
I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day
I'm walking away

Sometimes some people get me wrong,
when it's something I've said or done
Sometimes you feel there is no fun,
that's why you turn and run.

But now I truly realize,
some people don't wanna compromise
Well, I saw them with my own eyes spreading those lies, and

Well I don't wanna live a lie,
too many sleepless nights
Not mentioning the fights,
I'm sorry to say lady man

I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day
I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day
I'm walking away

Well, I'm so tired baby
Things you say, you're driving me away
Whispers in the powder room baby,
don't listen to the games they play

Girl I thought you'd realise, I'm not like them other guys
Cause I saw them with my own eyes,
you should've been more wise and
Well I don't wanna live a lie, too many sleepless nights
Not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say lady

I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day
I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day
I'm walking away...!

***

a super-inspiring lyrics by Craig David. I really really love these songs. :)

picture credit.