You're my oxygen.

Why?
I (always) wish you were here.
Hug me,
and tell me everything's okay.

Why?

It's never enough, with you.
Never.

It's too much.




Please somebody stop me...

Why I said I really need a day OFF...

Kata dosen pembimbing TA saya, BERSENANG-SENANG setelah sidang adalah hal yang WAJIB. Beliau menyarankan kami untuk refreshing, melalukan berbagai macam hal yang disenangi, seperti nonton, spa, jalan-jalan, you name it! Seperti pekerja-pekerja di perusahaan-perusahaan dunia, yang memang punya waktu libur disela-sela kehidupan kerjanya. 15 hari kerja, 15 hari libur dalam sebulan, atau 20 hari kerja, 10 hari libur, et ce tera, et ce tera.

"Karena kalau tidak, kalian tidak akan bisa bekerja maksimal.", kira-kira begitu ucapnya. Otak juga butuh istirahat. Kalau ga ada istirahat setelah kerja mati-matian, dijamin dengan sukses akan terus STUCK dan kinerja kerja semakin memburuk.

Makanya 1-3 hari setelah sidang, adalah waktu yang paling tepat untuk hura-hura. MEMANG HARUS, memakai waktu itu untuk hal yang bisa merefresh otak. Terserah mau apa. Biasanya "hibernasi" dulu seharian, terus baru pergi, jalan-jalan, nonton, makan sushi sambil ketawa-ketawa, karaoke, belanja, nyalon, dll, dll.

Saya?

Sayang sekali....
Sayang sungguh sayang.
Hibernasi tidak, bersenang-senang pun belum.
Jadinya?

STUCK. Kinerja kerja yang belum meningkat. Kehabisan tenaga dan ide-ide.

Lelah. :(

If only I can spend just a day with you,,, Doing what we called 'a quality time'. So much things I actually want to share with you, about my final project, about that day, even about grade I got from my silly presentation... So much things I can't even describe here just by these flowing sentences that you might won't read... Also, about me and you, of course. If only you know...

.....Bismillahirrahmanirahim!

Anyway, some of my eye-mood-charger...

Barbie Flagship Store at Shanghai, by Slade Architecture.
A-ma-zing.
Kinda' bring back my child memories, oh God please bring me back to the old times... :)




Please take me there!

Too cute.

I want this.

,,, and all of these. Ring Ring Ring!

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something left : present!

30 June 2009 was my 21st birthday, which become my surprise-birthday ever, with my loves around. Surprise visit at 00:00 am, and a super yummy surprise-cake. Thank you, all. You're my best!

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What I got for my 21st bday presents, just as blast as that surprise. Tough it's not all coming on that day, (some present just come by this month, oh yes, Jan 2010 - 6 months after my bday, haha!) I really appreciate it, and none words can describe but LOVE. I love it. I love you all. :)

,,,and how funny me seeing the meaning of the present by whom gave it to me, very suitable! Let's see :

A super-ultra-gorgeous leather jacket, just as I wish for a long long time... From my lovely bestfriend, my best college mate-couple : Irene-Sil and Nadia-Aziz. I love you guys. Zillion thanks for y'all! It means : they know how to make me smile and having lots of fuuunnn! :)

Alhamdulillah, Ratri always there for me to reminds me to always blessing my life, and pray to God. Yea, it's mukena! It really touched my heart and make me feel ridiculed at the same time, hahaaa, kidding! Thank you, honey...

Last but the first, yay!

It my 1st 21st bday present, from my boyfriend! You'll never imagine what it really is. Maybe you won't have any guts to have a problem with me, if you know what cause can this stuff made. Seriously, you don't want to know what this thing exactly. Ha-ha ;) He really crazy to gave this to me. Oh my, from this litlle thing (which could causing a BIG impact), I could see that he is my saviour, and I know that he will always stand beside me to protect me. He knows how to make me feel safe, everytime, everywhere... :) Thank you, dear. I love you too much :X

Once again, I love you all. Love-Love-Love.
I really feel blessed to have you (and all this gift) in my life.
Oh, I love you!
:)

Yes, it's for you, the special one...

I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts, or fears.
But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers.

I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain,
nor the future with its untold stories.
But I can be there now when you need me to care.

I can't keep your feet from stumbling.
I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall.

Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine;
Yet I can share in your laughter.

Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge;
I can only support you, encourage you,and help you when you ask.

I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship, from your values, from me.....
I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you.

I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you,
But I can give you the room to change, room to grow, room to be yourself....

and...

I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting,
But I can cry with you and help you pick up the pieces
and put them back in place.

I can't tell you who you are..
I can only love you and be your friend...

Your special, bestfriend, dear...

forever....

:)

(special thanks to Ratri, my bestie, ever.)

Quote of the day :

If A is a success in life, then A equals x plus y plus z.
Work is x ; y is play ; and z is keeping your mouth shut.

- Albert Einstein -

Just, SMILE. :-)

I've been twisting and turning,
In a space that's too small.
I've been drawing the line and watching it fall,
You've been closing me in, closing the space in my heart.
Watching us fading and watching it all fall apart.

Well I can't explain why it's not enough,
Cause I gave it all to you.
And if you leave me now, oh just leave me now.
It's the better thing to do,
It's time to surrender,
It's been to long pretending.
Theres no use in trying,
When the pieces don't fit anymore, Pieces don't fit here anymore.

You pulled me under,
If I had to give in.
Such a beautiful myth,
That's breaking my skin.
Well I'll hide all the bruises,
I'll hide all the damage that's done.
But I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone.

Well I can't explain why it's not enough, Cause I gave it all to you.
And if you leave me now, oh just leave me now.
It's the better thing to do,
It's time to surrender,
It's been to long pretending.
Theres no use in trying,
When the pieces don't fit anymore, Pieces don't fit here anymore.

Ooh don't misunderstand,
How I feel.
Cause I've tried, yes I've tried.
But still I don't know why, no I don't know why.
I don't know why....
Why ?

Well I can't explain why it's not enough, Cause I gave it all to you.
And if you leave me now, oh just leave me now.
It's the better thing to do,
It's time to surrender,
It's been to long pretending...

Theres no use in trying, When the pieces don't fit anymore,

Pieces don't fit here anymore.

The Pieces Don't Fit Anymore - James Morrison


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