I am moving on!

I AM MOVING ON! Surprisingly, it's been 2 years since the last time I wrote here. :') But, life goes on, and I'm moving to my new blog. I'm closing this chapter of my life, thank you for all of you who have been reading it from the very first time I started, or a new reader that accidentally stop by to my blog, or you, the silent readers. This blog means a lot to me, it's like an old dusty journal that keeps me, and when someday I scroll through it, I believe I will find my self laughing and smiles at it, my bittersweet memories. (which I already do, actually) Shall we move?

If you still want to read my blabbers, please kindly click : http://larspuspasari.blogspot.com

Hey! It's been a very very long time!

How I miss writing on this blog...
Share all my unimportant stories, write down all the things buzzing in my mind, and bla-bla-blah...

I kinda' miss my old-life-phase! Where silly things almost happen everyday. It's just my feelings, or,,, life get more serious than ever? Oh well...

My sacred one, the final project log book and my assistance-book.

After all of this thing, I hope I can mumbling and blabber here and there again...
See you, soon!

Why I said I really need a day OFF...

Kata dosen pembimbing TA saya, BERSENANG-SENANG setelah sidang adalah hal yang WAJIB. Beliau menyarankan kami untuk refreshing, melalukan berbagai macam hal yang disenangi, seperti nonton, spa, jalan-jalan, you name it! Seperti pekerja-pekerja di perusahaan-perusahaan dunia, yang memang punya waktu libur disela-sela kehidupan kerjanya. 15 hari kerja, 15 hari libur dalam sebulan, atau 20 hari kerja, 10 hari libur, et ce tera, et ce tera.

"Karena kalau tidak, kalian tidak akan bisa bekerja maksimal.", kira-kira begitu ucapnya. Otak juga butuh istirahat. Kalau ga ada istirahat setelah kerja mati-matian, dijamin dengan sukses akan terus STUCK dan kinerja kerja semakin memburuk.

Makanya 1-3 hari setelah sidang, adalah waktu yang paling tepat untuk hura-hura. MEMANG HARUS, memakai waktu itu untuk hal yang bisa merefresh otak. Terserah mau apa. Biasanya "hibernasi" dulu seharian, terus baru pergi, jalan-jalan, nonton, makan sushi sambil ketawa-ketawa, karaoke, belanja, nyalon, dll, dll.

Saya?

Sayang sekali....
Sayang sungguh sayang.
Hibernasi tidak, bersenang-senang pun belum.
Jadinya?

STUCK. Kinerja kerja yang belum meningkat. Kehabisan tenaga dan ide-ide.

Lelah. :(

If only I can spend just a day with you,,, Doing what we called 'a quality time'. So much things I actually want to share with you, about my final project, about that day, even about grade I got from my silly presentation... So much things I can't even describe here just by these flowing sentences that you might won't read... Also, about me and you, of course. If only you know...

.....Bismillahirrahmanirahim!

Anyway, some of my eye-mood-charger...

Barbie Flagship Store at Shanghai, by Slade Architecture.
A-ma-zing.
Kinda' bring back my child memories, oh God please bring me back to the old times... :)




Please take me there!

Yes, it's for you, the special one...

I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts, or fears.
But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers.

I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain,
nor the future with its untold stories.
But I can be there now when you need me to care.

I can't keep your feet from stumbling.
I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall.

Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine;
Yet I can share in your laughter.

Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge;
I can only support you, encourage you,and help you when you ask.

I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship, from your values, from me.....
I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you.

I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you,
But I can give you the room to change, room to grow, room to be yourself....

and...

I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting,
But I can cry with you and help you pick up the pieces
and put them back in place.

I can't tell you who you are..
I can only love you and be your friend...

Your special, bestfriend, dear...

forever....

:)

(special thanks to Ratri, my bestie, ever.)

What I currently miss...

... doing a silly dance, cabarettas! (when I played that stupid Cinta Laura and that London story, grr).

... our Bali-trip moments.

... kaderisasi CG'07 :)

... fooling around, and laughing OUT loud.

...attending a concert, a great one.

... a simple purely fresh white rose, just like this :)

... paintball. (my team always be the winnner, woohoo! ;D)

... a party, with my girls.

... being a newcomer-innocent-student ;D

... a trip by a train.

... so called 'rapat kaderisasi' at our super messy 'sekre'. (pardon my stupid hair!)

... a graduation ceremony atmosphere.

last but not least,

... of course, my huggysillyminey chocolate!

I miss you.

20.09.2009

hatred paralyzes life; love releases it.
hatred confuses life; love harmonizes it.
hatred darkens life; love illuminates it.

Please forgive all of my hatred, all of my false. People made mistakes, don't we? Also, please remind me to spread the love to the world, as I'm willing to do it on my every single day.

Minal aidzin wal faidzin
Mohon maaf lahir dan batin,

Selamat Hari Raya Idul Fitri 1430 H
:)

Photo credit. Thx :)

Karimun Java Rockin' Islands! Best Holiday Ever!

070809. Let's gooooo!

View from the back of our room. This is our toilet, seriously. Cool, isn't it???

Swim with sharks at Wisma Apung.

Hopping island, ready?

Snorkeling, yeayyy!

Our lunch. Fresh from the sea! Best food ever!

Bali? Ehm, what's that? Maldives? Mmm, no thank's. We got it better! BEST!

some random black and white picture, cool, cool.

and some random underwater picture, nice, really nice.

Me and my boyfriend... ;)

It's time to go home... Can't wait to go back there! Miss all the moments already... :)

Snorkeling & Hopping island at West Karimun Jawa (Menjangan Besar island, Menjangan Kecil island, Galeang island, Cemara Kecil island, Cemara Besar island & Tanjung Gelam), + Wisma Apung.

Laras, Fesdi, Erland, Mas Indra, Osi, Odi, Vita, Nurul, Panji, Lambe, Gavy, Fianty, Randy, Abe, Andhang, Bayu, Cici, Tika.

Special thx to : Erland & Mas Indra!

Pictures are from : Mine, Abe's, Andhang's, Panji's, Erland's, Randy's. Thank's, guys!