BURN.

Stick Boy and Match Girl in Love
* by Tim Burton

Stick Boy liked Match Girl,
He liked her a lot.
He liked her cute figure,
he thought she was hot.

But could a flame ever burn
for a match and a stick?
It did quite literally;
he burned up quick.

* * *

ga ada hubungannya dengan puisi diatas atau dengan apapun, tapi saya suka banget sama lagu yang bakal saya tulis liriknya dibawah ini. sakit tapi ga cengeng. jadi inget masa-masa kelas satu. bring back the silly memories with all my silly friends. he he he.
judul lagunya,

B U R N .
* usher

Girl, understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And its better for me to let it go now
than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn

It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's coming from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you gonna change
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus theres so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn

#
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go
cause the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself, but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
You know that it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

*Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feeling ain't the same
find myself Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't coming back*

What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Oh oh oh oh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my boo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-eleven days, um-teen hours
I'mma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)

#

*I'm twisted cause one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry*

So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return

#

*bagian yang dalem tanda bintang ini bagian yang saya 'suka'. don't know why.*

it's not that easy, dear . . .

jadi gini, tadi saya habis nonton berita sepintas.
disitu diliatin presiden kita yang terhormat, pak SBY, sedang menghadapi secara langsung warga Bengkulu yang mengeluh tentang bantuan yang masuk kepada mereka.
ya, secara langsung, benar-benar langsung! pak SBY dan istrinya duduk di sebuah lapangan (mungkin?) dan beliau dikelilingi warga yang mukanya mengkerut dan merengut mengadukan masalahnya, face to face kepada beliau, yang menurut saya mukanya sama mengkerutnya.

entah kenapa, saya selalu merasa wajah pak presiden SBY itu selalu terlihat sangat lelah. setuju ngga? ngga heran, dia presiden. presiden Indonesia, lagi. jadi penasaran, kira-kira lebih capek jadi presiden AS atau presiden Indonesia ya? saya rasa sih jadi presiden Indonesia lebih capek.

saya pun membayangkan, benar-benar berat ya jadi pak presiden? banyak beban dan tanggung jawab yang harus dipikul. siapapun presidennya, saya rela mengacungkan jempol untuk mereka semua. apalagi untuk pak SBY sekarang. tidak mudah menjadi dia.

ngomong-ngomong soal itu, saya jadi mau bilang . . .

lo pikir gampang jadi gw ?
ya, mungkin orang bisa bilang, 'gw ngerti rasanya jadi lo'.
ok, terserah. tapi apa sih yang sebenarnya lo, mereka, dan kalian ngerti?
lo ga tau apa-apa soal yang gw rasain . . .
dan yang bisa gw bilang, jadi gw tuh ga gampang!
jadi diri lo sendiri juga ga gampang kan? makanya jangan suka nge-judge orang lain,
atau berspekulasi soal apa yang SEBENARNYA gw lakuin, juga apa yang SEBENARNYA gw rasa.
karena lo ga akan pernah ngerti.
tapi terimakasih banyak untuk kalian yang berusaha ngertiin gw.
sangat gw hargai.
sekali lagi,
it's not that easy, dear...

ok, itu cuma luapan perasaan.
mungkin kalau presiden kita punya diary, ga jauh-jauh dari itu ya tulisannya ?
;)
namanya juga manusia, tidak ada yang benar-benar super, bukan ?

thx God i have him !

suatu percakapan (lumayan) panjang dengan sang pacar malam itu. waw, sudah lama, well, sangat lama, kita ga ngobrol-ngobrol serius ataupun ngobrol-ngobrol ngalor ngidul ga penting. ok, honestly, it's been a very long time, since we have a real communication. parah? ya. tapi akhirnya, malam itu, keajaiban spontanitas mungkin?

waah, saya sangat bersyukur.

absence makes heart grow fonder.

ternyata benar.

obrolan panjaaang pun mengalir, walaupun kami hanya saling bercerita beberapa saja kejadian-kejadian akhir-akhir ini, tidak sempat semuanya, kartu teleponnya keburu abis! tapi itu aja udah cukup.
udah cukup buat saya makin kangen dan,
makin SAYANG sama pacar.

walaupun, waktu itu dia cerita soal cewe bule prancis yang berusaha flirting sama dia, yah, bayangin aja flirtingnya orang bule. parah kan? parah banget,sial. kalo saya ada disana, udah saya ajak berantem kali. hihihi ngga lah, buktinya saya ga marah dengar cerita dia. yang penting adalah kejujuran bukan? dengan dia jujur, saya sangat menghargai itu. lagipula,

it's time to grow up, dear.

saatnya untuk lebih dewasa,bukan?

dan saya juga cerita-cerita... beberapa hal, tidak semuanya, yang saya pikir bakal ditanggapi negatif sama sang pacar, tapi ternyata, tidak!
ya ampun, pacar saya (makin) dewasa!
suatu kenyataan yang lumayan mengejutkan. hehe, peace,sayang!

dan pada malam itu juga saya akhirnya benar-benar bisa ga peduli apa kata orang,
... tunggu, bukan berarti saya ga peduli dengan apa yang harusnya saya peduliin, tapi saat itu, semua hal negatif ta*kuc*ng yang menyerang saya, otomatis hilang, ditepis rasa dilindungi oleh sang pacar.

hmm, speechless nih,bingung harus cerita dari mana.
yang pasti, ga pernah sedikitpun saya merasa rugi punya dia,
kalau merasa dia rugi punya saya sih sering, hix. ;(

quote-nya :

ay.. i knew that we have somethin..
really proud of u.. dont make them suffer..
just let them know that ur mine..
poor those who chasing u..
sometimes hope makes us feel curious..
but it can be painful aswell..
so,, remember hunny..
u dont wanna get yourself busted, do u??
alrite then, catch up later..

*wow,ok. saya akan selalu inget. thx atas nasehatnya :)

makasih ya pras,

all i can say is,

you're the best, ever!

life is a rollercoaster,
ada saat kita dibawah dan diatas,
i only wish all of the best, for us, for you!

>>
rasanya udah lama saya ga nulis tentang 'ini', kalau dipikir-pikir banyak banget hal yang udah terlewat, maybe next time . . .
>
akhirnya! bisa juga nge-post disini... :)

i need inspiration . . .

I’ve been living with a shadow over head
I’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my head
I’ve been lonely for so long
trapped in the past, I just cant seem to move on

I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just incase I ever need them again someday
Ive been sitting aside time,to clear a liitle space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I cant make it through without a way back into love

I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine
Ive been searching but I just dont see the signs
I know that its out there
Theres got to be something for my soul somewhere

I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody to get me through the night
I could use some direction, and I’m open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I cant make it through without a way back into love
and If I open my heart to again
I guess Im hopin youll be there for me in the end

There are moments that I dont know if its real
or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration, not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I cant make it through without a way back into love
and If I open my heart to again
I guess Im hoping you'll be there for me in the end

* way back into love*OST music and lyrics*

>>don't know why i'm posting this,
oh yes, I NEED INSPIRATION.
just don't understand where my feeling goes,
for now... *sigh*